Simply Me

I guess I'm kindda like having my own little 'Merdeka' celebration. You know, a new blog. New layout. New me.

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I've never really admitted to it but I've been in self-denial eversince I got pregnant with Renee. I didn't want to acknowledge the fact that I was no longer who I used to be and the fact that I got upset whenever someone told me that 'I looked like a mother', that says it all. The fact was, and still is, is that I AM a mother.

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But today, I'm shouting it out loud that I AM a mother and I AM proud of it.

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Yes, I do miss my partying days where I could be out all night drinking myself senseless.

I miss the times when I could just dash out of the house for a quick shopping spree without worrying about anything or anyone else.

I miss the hours and hours I used to spend by the beach, soaking up the sand, with nothing else in mind.

I miss my freedom.

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But then, I found a new kind of freedom.

The freedom of being a mother.

And this is who I am now.